Because He is Good

Today, yesterday and the day before in fact, I had the itching thought, "What if this is not really going to work, five to ten years in Cheb, Czech... Do I really know what I am getting into?..."

I don't really mind having these thoughts, because they don't scare me, they don't because I know that even if I have heard God wrong, (WHICH I DON'T THINK I HAVE,) He will make something beautiful from my time here, because He is good and all powerful, but also because I am trying to follow Him and He can always use a person who is simply trying to follow Him.

I don't feel guilty either about having such doubting thoughts, because demons whisper discouraging things all the time.  I know that it is my job to not entertain these thoughts, and I think that if focus on how much I believe God is going to work wonders through my being the places God calls me, then I think the demons may even give up on that lie, I for one will not give up on the truth of God's goodness. Praise Him! and pray for His Kingdom to come!